So Out Of Context

Sun, 24 May 2009 01:19:56 GMT

I want to move away.

Where should I go?

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 18:22:12 GMT

Here's a depressing thought I had earlier -

I was going to reorganize my buddy list into groups of who I actually talk to and who I don't. I decided not to when I realized that it would leave maybe three people on the list. Isn't that nice?

Tomorrow is my birthday. It's going to be the first time since 2004 that I don't get 20 or so people together to go to Mongo. Allison and I are going, though, and that's all I need anyways.

I had a series of interviews for the inventory supervisor position at the Borders store in Southland Mall over the last week. I should know by Wednesday or so if I got it. If I don't, I'm going to need another job. If I do, I'll be able to afford an apartment and still pay off everything I need to. In a year I could probably even afford to get a decent car. It'll be a process.

I feel more hopeful than I have in months about getting back on track. Let's hope it stays this way.

-Jeremy

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 02:44:01 GMT

I remember that I would occasionally do thanksgiving retrospective posts back in the old journal. Seems kind of silly now, I guess.

Allison and I have been together for almost a month now. It's been an amazing feeling to actually want to spend time with the person I'm with. It's amazing to feel happy again. You can all hate me as much as you want, I'll deal with it. It's funny how when Mary and I split up everyone was happy, cause no one liked her.

And now Ang is with Jimmy anyways, just like I knew would happen. I'm happier now than I was, though, so I really don't care. Hopefully they're happy to. It was nice to be on the bus today and be able to hold Allison or kiss her or whatever without having to feel like it's some big deal. It was difficult to not do things like that.

To be quite honest, I think I'm probably luckier than I have any right to be. I'm constantly that Allison is with me. Things were what they were for so long that stepping back and looking at this month almost boggles my mind.

But I'm happy with Allison. That's the important thing. I really don't care what anyone else thinks about it.

In other news, I may yet transfer to the Taylor/Southland Mall Borders. More on that later.

-Jeremy

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 04:50:07 GMT

Alright, so here's the thing...

Ang leaves me, right? We've been unhappy for a long time, fine. In the end, I'm sure we're both better off.

Why does she get to still have all the friends? Why is everyone so upset at me for hanging out with Allison, when she's been hanging out with Jimmy since before she left me? How is that fair?

Why does everyone expect me to be completely miserable right now? Cause she left me? The way she was acting towards me, the relationship had already been over. We didn't talk to each other, we didn't do anything together. She had her friends. I'm not going to grieve over something that died a long time ago.

On the other hand, I am upset. I was hopeful about things with Ang, and I didn't think they'd end like this. We went through a lot of stuff, some of it so bad that I can't even tell anyone, because I don't want to do that to Ang.

So yeah, I'm going to move on. I have moved on. What else can I do? And what has she done?

More importantly, why do the rest of you feel the need to get involved any more than you have to? We're two people who are both upset over what happened. There isn't a bad guy here. Whatever issues she and I have between us that need to get worked out are between her and me. If you were really friends, you'd be concerned about both of us.

I know what happens when people break up like this, though. I've been through it enough.

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Wed, 27 Aug 2008 04:07:21 GMT

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Thu, 21 Aug 2008 04:05:30 GMT

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Sun, 17 Aug 2008 04:12:07 GMT

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Sat, 16 Aug 2008 04:15:02 GMT

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Fri, 15 Aug 2008 04:09:10 GMT

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Wed, 13 Aug 2008 04:19:21 GMT

19:30 I want an exercise bike. For real. #

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Mon, 11 Aug 2008 04:08:57 GMT

18:08 Panera after laundry. WIN. #

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Sat, 09 Aug 2008 04:10:11 GMT

19:41 Dinner with Cakes, Wii, and good times. PROBABLY. #

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Sat, 02 Aug 2008 04:12:41 GMT

14:15 @drogers8 I'd probably end up blowing myself up. #

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Fri, 01 Aug 2008 04:13:59 GMT

06:46 Someone broke into my car last night, but the joke's on them - nothing worth stealing here. Left a mess though. #

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Wed, 30 Jul 2008 22:08:48 GMT

23:26 Driving! #

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Wed, 30 Jul 2008 20:32:50 GMT

17:28 Twitter was clearly made for the iPhone. Cleaning and video games til Ang is here. #
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Wed, 30 Jul 2008 16:35:21 GMT

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17:28 Twitter was clearly made for the iPhone. Cleaning and video games til Ang is here. #
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Wed, 23 Jul 2008 22:47:13 GMT

Seeing all the old LJers posting again has made me miss the good old days of starting and finishing shit on here. So back I am.

A recap of everything is pointless, right? I mean, I write in here so rarely that there'd be just way too much to cover.

I ended up selling my iPod Touch to a friend so that I could get an iPhone, but since nowhere has them I'll be waiting another two weeks or so before it actually comes in. Pretty excited, though.

I rearranged the living room the other night, and added a second monitor to my setup again. Why, right now I'm watching an MST3K I downloaded while I type this on the other screen.

Saw WALL-E, loved it. Dark Knight, loved it. Dan In Real Life, enjoyed it.

Still working at Borders. I'm not sure I've ever had a job for this long without any breaks. I'm hoping to be a full-time employee before the end of the summer, even though based on the hours I get every week I already am. The extra benefits (and perhaps a raise?) would be nice, though. I really enjoy the job, but I miss working at Tower a lot.

Ang is doing marching band in the fall, so I am as well. My MWF schedule will have me working from 7-3, then gettting over to the field for band from 4-6 or 7. Saturdays will be off. I may try to pick up another job for Tuesday and Thursday evenings, and Sundays. I need money so bad.

I'm selling my brown guitar, if anyone is interested. $250. It's in really good condition and plays great, I just don't need two.

I'm trying to write music and such again, but I'm just still blocked. I have writer's constipation.

-Jeremy

Playing A Show Tomorrow

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 22:39:21 GMT

I'm playing a show tomorrow night at the Modern Exchange, opening in a band with Ang and then closing with Ten Degrees. If you're Downriver you should come out and see us. Tickets are eight dollars and the music starts around 730. We'll also have CDs on sale, if you're interested in that sort of thing.

-Jeremy

Test post from iPod

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 23:54:23 GMT

I just downloaded a program to make LJ posts from my iPod Touch. This is only a test.

-Jeremy

24 - A Free Song, Just For You, Livejournal Reader!

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 03:40:53 GMT

Well it took close to forever, but 10° finally finished our debut CD, "Follow You."

You can check out our MySpace (10° On MySpace) for a few samples, but I'm also going to give you a free download of one of the songs I wrote that's on the album, called "Do You Mind?"

Click HERE to download the song. The link'll be up for the next seven days.

If you like it, let me know. If you hate it, let me know. If you're interested in buying the full CD, which features our hit "Facebook," drop me a line and I can help you with that. CDs are $10 each.

We've got a show coming up Downriver at The Modern Exchange on July 10th. If you're still in the area there it'd be great if you came out to see us. Ang is going to be playing as well, with her new, secret band.

-Jeremy

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Thu, 19 Jun 2008 04:09:30 GMT

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Sun, 01 Jun 2008 04:13:03 GMT

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Mon, 05 May 2008 04:05:57 GMT

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23:00 Theresa says I remind her of Robert Downey Jr., in a good way. And John's tabbing my drinks! #

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