I remember that I would occasionally do thanksgiving retrospective posts back in the old journal. Seems kind of silly now, I guess.

Allison and I have been together for almost a month now. It's been an amazing feeling to actually want to spend time with the person I'm with. It's amazing to feel happy again. You can all hate me as much as you want, I'll deal with it. It's funny how when Mary and I split up everyone was happy, cause no one liked her.

And now Ang is with Jimmy anyways, just like I knew would happen. I'm happier now than I was, though, so I really don't care. Hopefully they're happy to. It was nice to be on the bus today and be able to hold Allison or kiss her or whatever without having to feel like it's some big deal. It was difficult to not do things like that.

To be quite honest, I think I'm probably luckier than I have any right to be. I'm constantly that Allison is with me. Things were what they were for so long that stepping back and looking at this month almost boggles my mind.

But I'm happy with Allison. That's the important thing. I really don't care what anyone else thinks about it.

In other news, I may yet transfer to the Taylor/Southland Mall Borders. More on that later.

-Jeremy