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So Out Of Context
In This Gaudy Apartment Complex
Here's a depressing thought I had earlier -
I was going to reorganize my buddy list into groups of who I actually talk to and who I don't. I decided not to when I realized that it would leave maybe three people on the list. Isn't that nice?
Tomorrow is my birthday. It's going to be the first time since 2004 that I don't get 20 or so people together to go to Mongo. Allison and I are going, though, and that's all I need anyways.
I had a series of interviews for the inventory supervisor position at the Borders store in Southland Mall over the last week. I should know by Wednesday or so if I got it. If I don't, I'm going to need another job. If I do, I'll be able to afford an apartment and still pay off everything I need to. In a year I could probably even afford to get a decent car. It'll be a process.
I feel more hopeful than I have in months about getting back on track. Let's hope it stays this way.
-Jeremy
I remember that I would occasionally do thanksgiving retrospective posts back in the old journal. Seems kind of silly now, I guess.
Allison and I have been together for almost a month now. It's been an amazing feeling to actually want to spend time with the person I'm with. It's amazing to feel happy again. You can all hate me as much as you want, I'll deal with it. It's funny how when Mary and I split up everyone was happy, cause no one liked her.
And now Ang is with Jimmy anyways, just like I knew would happen. I'm happier now than I was, though, so I really don't care. Hopefully they're happy to. It was nice to be on the bus today and be able to hold Allison or kiss her or whatever without having to feel like it's some big deal. It was difficult to not do things like that.
To be quite honest, I think I'm probably luckier than I have any right to be. I'm constantly that Allison is with me. Things were what they were for so long that stepping back and looking at this month almost boggles my mind.
But I'm happy with Allison. That's the important thing. I really don't care what anyone else thinks about it.
In other news, I may yet transfer to the Taylor/Southland Mall Borders. More on that later.
-Jeremy
Alright, so here's the thing...
Ang leaves me, right? We've been unhappy for a long time, fine. In the end, I'm sure we're both better off.
Why does she get to still have all the friends? Why is everyone so upset at me for hanging out with Allison, when she's been hanging out with Jimmy since before she left me? How is that fair?
Why does everyone expect me to be completely miserable right now? Cause she left me? The way she was acting towards me, the relationship had already been over. We didn't talk to each other, we didn't do anything together. She had her friends. I'm not going to grieve over something that died a long time ago.
On the other hand, I am upset. I was hopeful about things with Ang, and I didn't think they'd end like this. We went through a lot of stuff, some of it so bad that I can't even tell anyone, because I don't want to do that to Ang.
So yeah, I'm going to move on. I have moved on. What else can I do? And what has she done?
More importantly, why do the rest of you feel the need to get involved any more than you have to? We're two people who are both upset over what happened. There isn't a bad guy here. Whatever issues she and I have between us that need to get worked out are between her and me. If you were really friends, you'd be concerned about both of us.
I know what happens when people break up like this, though. I've been through it enough.
Ang leaves me, right? We've been unhappy for a long time, fine. In the end, I'm sure we're both better off.
Why does she get to still have all the friends? Why is everyone so upset at me for hanging out with Allison, when she's been hanging out with Jimmy since before she left me? How is that fair?
Why does everyone expect me to be completely miserable right now? Cause she left me? The way she was acting towards me, the relationship had already been over. We didn't talk to each other, we didn't do anything together. She had her friends. I'm not going to grieve over something that died a long time ago.
On the other hand, I am upset. I was hopeful about things with Ang, and I didn't think they'd end like this. We went through a lot of stuff, some of it so bad that I can't even tell anyone, because I don't want to do that to Ang.
So yeah, I'm going to move on. I have moved on. What else can I do? And what has she done?
More importantly, why do the rest of you feel the need to get involved any more than you have to? We're two people who are both upset over what happened. There isn't a bad guy here. Whatever issues she and I have between us that need to get worked out are between her and me. If you were really friends, you'd be concerned about both of us.
I know what happens when people break up like this, though. I've been through it enough.
- 15:36 @scotlanded What isn't?!?!?! #
- 11:21 FRIENDS OF AMANDA AND MEGHAN - Thursday night at eightish for goodbye parties??? #
- 22:18 Oberon is thumbs up. #
- 15:32 @scotlanded Incorrect!! #
- 15:34 My sister is good at soccer. Sometimes. twitpic.com/7xzi #
- 15:36 @scotlanded You Twitted that I was a douche last night. #
- 23:59 Bill can only read this on LJ. And Facebook. BUT NOT TWITTER twitpic.com/7vdt #
- 22:54 Swoop just told me that game day is in less than two weeks. That seems much too soon. twitpic.com/7qhr #
- 19:30 I want an exercise bike. For real. #
- 18:08 Panera after laundry. WIN. #
- 19:41 Dinner with Cakes, Wii, and good times. PROBABLY. #
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- 06:46 Someone broke into my car last night, but the joke's on them - nothing worth stealing here. Left a mess though. #
- 23:26 Driving! #
- 17:28 Twitter was clearly made for the iPhone. Cleaning and video games til Ang is here. #
- 23:26 Driving! #
- 15:34 Why isn't there something I can eat that is cheap, delicious, and filling?! #
- 17:28 Twitter was clearly made for the iPhone. Cleaning and video games til Ang is here. #
- 23:26 Driving! #
Located At: The Apartment, Ypsilanti
Feeling:
calm
Media: Mystery Science Theater 3000 - Invasion USA
Seeing all the old LJers posting again has made me miss the good old days of starting and finishing shit on here. So back I am.
A recap of everything is pointless, right? I mean, I write in here so rarely that there'd be just way too much to cover.
I ended up selling my iPod Touch to a friend so that I could get an iPhone, but since nowhere has them I'll be waiting another two weeks or so before it actually comes in. Pretty excited, though.
I rearranged the living room the other night, and added a second monitor to my setup again. Why, right now I'm watching an MST3K I downloaded while I type this on the other screen.
Saw WALL-E, loved it. Dark Knight, loved it. Dan In Real Life, enjoyed it.
Still working at Borders. I'm not sure I've ever had a job for this long without any breaks. I'm hoping to be a full-time employee before the end of the summer, even though based on the hours I get every week I already am. The extra benefits (and perhaps a raise?) would be nice, though. I really enjoy the job, but I miss working at Tower a lot.
Ang is doing marching band in the fall, so I am as well. My MWF schedule will have me working from 7-3, then gettting over to the field for band from 4-6 or 7. Saturdays will be off. I may try to pick up another job for Tuesday and Thursday evenings, and Sundays. I need money so bad.
I'm selling my brown guitar, if anyone is interested. $250. It's in really good condition and plays great, I just don't need two.
I'm trying to write music and such again, but I'm just still blocked. I have writer's constipation.
-Jeremy
A recap of everything is pointless, right? I mean, I write in here so rarely that there'd be just way too much to cover.
I ended up selling my iPod Touch to a friend so that I could get an iPhone, but since nowhere has them I'll be waiting another two weeks or so before it actually comes in. Pretty excited, though.
I rearranged the living room the other night, and added a second monitor to my setup again. Why, right now I'm watching an MST3K I downloaded while I type this on the other screen.
Saw WALL-E, loved it. Dark Knight, loved it. Dan In Real Life, enjoyed it.
Still working at Borders. I'm not sure I've ever had a job for this long without any breaks. I'm hoping to be a full-time employee before the end of the summer, even though based on the hours I get every week I already am. The extra benefits (and perhaps a raise?) would be nice, though. I really enjoy the job, but I miss working at Tower a lot.
Ang is doing marching band in the fall, so I am as well. My MWF schedule will have me working from 7-3, then gettting over to the field for band from 4-6 or 7. Saturdays will be off. I may try to pick up another job for Tuesday and Thursday evenings, and Sundays. I need money so bad.
I'm selling my brown guitar, if anyone is interested. $250. It's in really good condition and plays great, I just don't need two.
I'm trying to write music and such again, but I'm just still blocked. I have writer's constipation.
-Jeremy
I'm playing a show tomorrow night at the Modern Exchange, opening in a band with Ang and then closing with Ten Degrees. If you're Downriver you should come out and see us. Tickets are eight dollars and the music starts around 730. We'll also have CDs on sale, if you're interested in that sort of thing.
-Jeremy
-Jeremy